First Journal - About Me.posted Feb 3rd 2010, 10:08PM
Mood: Depressed
Music: Muse
Hi everyone, I'm Sam.
18, female, New York, freshman in college, gold-star lesbian.
I used to be on Sheezy Art a while ago but lost interest/time, whatever. One of my friends brought me back here, so here I am. But now I'm only posting photographs because I'm an aspiring photographer, and a shitty artist.
I just bought myself an expensive camera and I'm in a college photo class, which I'm really excited about. And not to brag or be conceited, but I think I am one of the better photographers in my class, even for a beginner. I'm already learning new things about photography, 2 weeks into class.
I am depressed.
I've been depressed for about 8 months. I mean, it comes and goes, but its back for now. I forgot to buy milk after work today and almost cried when my mom asked if I bought milk. Depression is definitely affecting my pictures, I've been taking darker pictures, literally and metaphorically.
Right now it is about 1am and I have an 8am bio lab class. Not excited to wake up in five and a half hours or so.
I am taking a Human Sexuality course, which is awesome. My professor is a riot, I love her. She talks about porn all the time, it's great.
ummmm....... I have a dog and three cats. little sister... you'll probably see a lot of my little sister because I don't really have any models and she is a camera-whore.
I want to take pictures in a local cafe I used to go into all the time. I'm friendly with the owner so I'm sure it'll be okay, but I'm going to go in and ask one of these days.
I'm just writing whatever comes to mind right now.
I need to go buy a bigger memory card for my camera because the pictures are huge file sizes, compared to what I was used to. I need to go get like an 8GB mem stick. But I'm tapped on money right now. I just bought the damn camera.
Anyways... I think I should go to bed now.
Please watch me!! I promise to post more pictures, more hw assignments for photo, more diverse stuff, etc.